You could tell I was going for one thing; this stuff was really hot! I had all sorts of orgasms. I wanted to get off and go to sleep so I took a little too long and was exhausted. I didn't like that, so I walked out the door. And no, it was just me. There was just a bit of darkness about there. I didn't really need any of that. This is the reason I don't just want to stay at home with my girlfriend (because I wanted her to know I wasn't lonely or she was just doing it for me!). My boyfriend and I just got so hung up on this so, uh, this is not going to work out anymore. I went back to sleep about an hour and a half ago, and slept for about 5 hours and a half. This is why it is so hard to do this shit, man. You just can't do anything the same. You are lucky, you have the courage to break it. You are lucky you have the courage to go through all the stress and to just go home and just go enjoy. You would rather be alone than around other guys like me, and your entire life has been about you, and your lack of choice. You had to get out of here. It's like your lives were taken away.