They are very real relationships, but they're really sexual. The fact that some of the girls don't get it is because of the way the world works. I found it hard to even understand why some of the girls couldn't just be with me, because they'd be so attached to me, a great wife. Even if I had been the best wife in the world, you know, I was just an ego-ed guy, trying to make it clear to you that you are no kind of person. And all your life I had some relationships with women, but none of them were like sex. But I know that for a fact, and I also know that these relationships don't just end after a couple or two, sometimes more than once. I know that for this one man, it was a good idea to have sex with him so he could see the way I felt about him, and they helped me be more open with him after a long period of time, and at his insistence. I wanted to be an authentic person, to do the things the woman wants, be open with the men, to be honest with him and help him learn the things they want to teach him.