She called herself the body you can't get. It was a little over a week ago when my blog was taken down from YouTube and my family was told that I was being removed. I was furious as I said this. My family had already told me that I didn't belong. I thought I was the target. But then the moment I read the posts I started to feel ashamed. My mum told me that I was being taken down. She added: We've taken over our social media because of this and because my mother told me I was only welcome because of my looks. We've got lots of lovely girl pictures of friends. But I'm terrified. I'm scared to go to therapy because I'm afraid that I'll miss everything. I've put myself through a lot too many things to understand myself but what I've been through is so awful. I don't know what to say anymore about what's happened to me. I want everyone to see things you and I can't deal with that.