After she'd watched a show or a movie and realized she doesn't like being judged, she started masturbating to it while they were on the couch. Then she'd watch a movie or episode just like her sister, and it'd be like she's a little girl. I don't know what she thought the next day or when, but she was so horny. I knew something was off. When she was at night, she would masturbate to it. Then during the day she would do a light play or whatever and then masturbate, and then go to bed later while she was awake. I could do what I wanted and I didn't know what happened. I couldn't do anything because I was so young. I knew I wanted to make that kind of work without feeling like any one of my peers did. I was so nervous about it because I didn't know if my sister would appreciate it or not. So I wasn't even sure I could. I had such a negative reaction on the internet because I thought it was kind of weird and I didn't know how to move on from it or what I was supposed to do. My friends tried it and came up with ideas.