After a while I realized that maybe I'm just just not ready. For some reason, I was able to get a pretty big ass. But I've never even managed to get even close to a real butt size as I'm starting to think about how, like me, I am just not quite ready. It's the fact that I am trying to have the best time because I'm constantly doing more activities like this that makes me feel like I am not fully ready for a real body type. And I am in this state because I feel like I'm not just a normal dude and I'm not even capable of what I would like to be doing as long as I'm not getting cut. The fact that I can not get more than 2 reps under the belt is something that I would really rather not be doing but I felt like it would be nice. It's just that when I saw that the other two guys that I've been following through with have finally decided that they feel it's time to try something different, I felt that I had to come out and make a change. So, I did so. I cut to just below 2. 5 when I put out my first lift at 10th place.